The pathway toward the Kingdom of God is interesting, isn't it? We
think we have made it to the summit only to see another pinnacle to
climb. When we think we can relax, plant roots, and get comfortable,
all of a sudden - a mighty wind blows, once solid foundations begin to
crumble, and we stand there bewildered, asking God, "WHAT NOW?"
Please let me share a bit of our story with you…
UNSETTLED
Several years ago the Lord began to allow a stirring within Joyce and
me. Our life within Corporate America became very uncomfortable. Our
ministry was fully funded through my business to business sales and
marketing career. God's continued favor over our business life allowed
us to endure tough economic times and competition, yet all the while,
an unrest seemed to settle over all that we called normal life. We
sensed that God was requiring us to look beyond the security of our
present circumstances, and acknowledge that life as we knew it was
about to change. We spent the next 5 years knowing we were in
transition, but when it finally came, it came suddenly. God told us to
go - leave jobs, our beautiful home, all our family, and head to Waco,
Texas. Though it came swiftly, the Father had prepared us with a
resolve to serve Him wherever His Spirit led us to go, and to fulfill
all that He had for us to do. (I am so blessed to have a wife who is a
pioneer and sojourner with me on His journey.) In my mind, I had it all
figured out. God was going to take us to the Promised Land - the land
of milk and honey, and prosper us financially in the course of helping
with a friend’s business start-up; all for His purposes.
RESETTLED
So we went to Texas with the hopes of success and funding for the
journey the Lord would send us on. We began to settle in. Our house in
Washington was up for sale, and we had a buyer within weeks, the
business concept (children's academy of movement, sports, and character
training) was unique, viable, and in great demand. We had a dear godly
friend and NFL veteran coach as a partner, along with a famous football
player, and it was going to impact communities for Jesus and the
Kingdom of God.
The Promised Land began to quickly become the backside of the desert
for us. The house did not sell (it fell through 2 days before closing),
the finances that went into the business was depleted, along with our
life's savings and retirement, all within a matter of 9 months. Our
friends also put everything they had into this adventure. What happened
to the promise? Did we hear wrong? Being human, we admit we all made
some mistakes, but where was the Lord in all of this? A friend said to
me, "God is unsettling you to resettle you." The Lord was removing
everything that stood between us and Him, so that He would be our only
source.
METTLE
By this time we were desperate to hear from the Lord for direction. Did
the Lord want us to go back, stay, or move elsewhere? Many were praying
for us and the Lord responded through His messengers. Many times
through those that were not even aware of the petitions we had before
the Lord, and many times through those who knew nothing about us. One
passage given to Joyce was confirmed over and over in unique ways.
Hebrews 11: 8, “It was by faith that Abraham…went out without knowing
where he was going.” We felt we were to continue forward even if we did
not have answers to all our questions. It was confirmed over and over
again that we were not to go back by the way in which we came, and if
we stayed on this faith journey with Him, the Lord would show us His
best for our life. In the end, we felt God telling us to go east. This
was not an easy decision - by any means; because many good things (but
now in hindsight - not God things) seemed to open up that would allow
us to return to our comfort zone. But in the end, after turning down
job offers in San Diego and Seattle, with our house still empty and
waiting for our return, family beckoning, and finances depleted, all
the indicators still pointed East. And, in God-like fashion, as we were
stretched, we became stronger in our faith like never before, (Mettle).
Many things that have come up unexpectedly have kept us on this narrow
path from month to month, but the Lord has been so faithful. Had many
of the things happened along the way that we “expected” to happen, we
would have missed seeing the Lord intervene on our behalf, again and
again. From two people who had been taught “to make it happen”, we are
learning to be content in the place we find ourselves and not lean on
our own understanding. We have become accustomed to, and even
comfortable with “going without knowing”.
We believe God has more for us, and we are not pretending to think that
we have done all the right things, or, that we have not missed His
voice from time to time. We are thankful for those dear friends who
have loved us, believed in us, and listened to the Father on our
behalf, helping us to go and do His bidding. We are thankful for a roof
over our heads, a vehicle, and our health. We are still standing. We
have had divine opportunities to coach and consult, along with obedient
givers to get us through each month. Our journey would send the
financial prosperity message in a tailspin, but the prosperity of faith
and favor has soared tremendously over us.
LESSONS LEARNED
• Seek first the Kingdom of God and His righteousness and all things
will be added to you for the journey ahead, to the glory of God.
• There is no cookie cutter way or method to the things God may have specifically planned for you.
• Be ready to be unsettled, resettled, and go through some repeat cycles.
• Be ready to be tested severely, but the pay off in obedience more than makes up for the pain you had to endure.
• Nothing is permanent; Christ is the only rock we can be assured of now and for all time.
• Your pain and suffering will end. There is an end and for us it is a
very good end. The end of the matter is always greater than the
beginning in Christ.
• All things work together for good.
• Many are the plans of man, but the Lord's purposes prevail.
• Going without knowing, is the only way to go.
• God is our only source.
Many of you have been receiving these articles for the past 8 years.
Thank you for your prayers and for your love. We know the Father has
heard those prayers, and each have lent strength to help us endure the
path He has us on. We love you...